part one

I'm sorry for the games that I play
I'm sorry for the times you were pushed away
now I'll try to explain the best that I can
Why I am the way that I am
See I never really had that positive male in my life

Never really wanted to be someone's wife

Since I got older it's been all about the fuck
and which guy was gonna be up on his luck
Don't really care about people's feelings
Not really into sayin I love you when I don't mean it
It's more about who I can benefit from
and braggin about the next game that I won
You really aren't the most important to me
Sorry to tell you this is what I see
Sorry if I hurt you, but I gotta keep it real
and honestly, I don't give a damn how you feel