Saturday, November 15, 2008

to my number 1

you're my best, my number one
the one i go to when i need some fun
we've known each other for awhile now
and sometimes I'm not sure how
how you put up with my crazy ways
and no matter what you're the one that stays
you're the one who always has my back
especially when others seem to attack
i can always count on you to be by my side
and with us, there's never a reason to hide
you're also the one i chill with and get high
buggin out, feelin as if i can fly
i just wanted to say thanks for all you've done
you're my best, my heart, my number one

part 2

its the sequel to part one,
what happens when it becomes more than fun
be careful not to get in too deep,
because i will NOT be the one to weep
Never again will I love like before,
Never again will I expect it to be more
I learned my lesson the first time,
learned all about guys who are slime
Which is why I always keep my heart intact,
Never will be that one pickin up the slack
i will never give another power over me,
never will be the one to let em see
cant tell him how i feel inside,
so that part i have to hide
My heart has become so icy and cold,
and under pressure, i will never fold

part one

I'm sorry for the games that I play
I'm sorry for the times you were pushed away
now I'll try to explain the best that I can
Why I am the way that I am
See I never really had that positive male in my life
Never really wanted to be someone's wife
Since I got older it's been all about the fuck
and which guy was gonna be up on his luck
Don't really care about people's feelings
Not really into sayin I love you when I don't mean it
It's more about who I can benefit from
and braggin about the next game that I won
You really aren't the most important to me
Sorry to tell you this is what I see
Sorry if I hurt you, but I gotta keep it real
and honestly, I don't give a damn how you feel